'cause of you :: it's all your fault. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- you made me this way (or you were at least one of the contributing factors) thank you once again for a bright neon reminder of how little i meant to you. how long did it take for me to get any sort of verification of my existence (in THAT way) in your world? it was a hell of a lot longer than a week, that's for damn sure. maybe you're learning from your mistakes. maybe i should be happy for you. nothing makes me feel lower than a lack of certainty. the "what exactly am i to you" syndrome, and knowing that i was just someone's little secret. if you can't happily and openly say, "oh yes, i'm with him/her and he/she is my boy/girl-friend" --that's just fucking SHADY. and all i could do was analyze myself and wonder what i was doing wrong. because if i wasn't doing something wrong, you would have been proud to tell the world that i was your girl from the get-go... ...right...? 7:43 a.m. - 2006-10-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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